First off, I appreciate you visiting my page at all, and even taking the time to read the explanation of the donation link. And I can honestly say I mean none of that sardonically.
Secondly, I want to make it clear I’m not asking for anyone to fund anything superfluous— in all honesty, I don’t even expect anything. I had a couple people mention the donation button has helped, and I should try it. So I did.
The mention of Katie at all was predominantly satire. (I never expected people to take, ‘oMG u n KT r my OTP 5evaaaaa fund’ seriously, and no one should.) She used to live here, and I used to be able to see her all the time. I was supposed to go to Alaska with her, but I made the decision (for several reasons that I will not divulge in this post) to stay in Georgia. I had planned on going to visit, but due to finances, it is no longer in my future.
Any money I receive, either from selling, commission, or just incredibly kind people, goes obviously to bills. I owe electric and internet bills from an apartment I don’t even currently live at. I still pay rent. All of this is more than my current paychecks, and since hours have been cut at work, it is making it impossible to get ahead, let alone get even.
I’ve been living very, very thin. I don’t max out credit cards. I need money for gas, for food, for rent, for bills, and for basic living— though, I honestly don’t feel the need to justify to an anonymous, stylized face why I had nine dollars in my bank account last week.
Even if I intended to use the money to see my best friend, that shouldn’t be ‘sad’. Do you realise how many platforms people use to do just that? Movie stars are using Kickstarter to fund movies, but I don’t see anyone throwing arms up saying they could easily support it on their own.
Point of this entirely too long response is that I feel I’ve been incredibly honest about my situation. I genuinely understand your concern. I appreciate you asking. That being said, I certainly am being judged by someone who seems concerned about my situation but doesn’t care quite enough to do it with your actual identity. If you need further details, I suppose you can message me off anonymous and I might discuss it in more depth, but to be quite honest, an accusatory, anonymous comment is rude. I’m not hiding anything, so I would appreciate it if I weren’t accused of such.
where am i?
7.01 / 7.13
I don’t know where I am. I just know I’m running. Sometimes it’s like I’ve lived a thousand lives in a thousand places. I’m born, I live, I die. And always there’s the Doctor. Always I’m running to save the Doctor. Again and again and again. And he hardly ever hears me, but I’ve always been there. Right from the very beginning. Right from the day he started running.
clara + tea
Doctor Who: 6 gifs per episode » 7x13 ”The Name of the Doctor”
stuff we did - a playlist
a mellow mix for those missing someone.
home - michael buble / dead sea - the lumineers / broken horse - freelance whales / animal love ii - charlene kaye / sea of love - cat power / the chain - ingrid michaelson / how - regina spektor / hold on - michael buble / stuff we did - michael giacchino
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my entire dash is just the tumblr savior block notifications
but for fuck’s sake TAG YOUR SPOILERS
solitude, a playlist.
breathe in, breathe out.
1. river flows in you - yiruma / 2. braille - regina spektor / 3. one day - hans zimmer / 4. don’t go (vocals only) - jim and the povolos / 5. a window to the past - john williams / 6. not with haste - mumford & sons / 7. a new beginning - alexandre desplat / 8. will i? - rent (obc) / 9. lily’s theme - alexandre desplat / 10. samson (live) - regina spektor / 11. stuff we did - michael giacchino / 12. the letter that never came - thomas newman / 13. where are you now - mumford & sons / 14. a thousand years - the piano guys / 15. define dancing - thomas newman
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- Am I ever going to see you again?
- You can’t.
For a minute, just a minute, you forgot that you were mad at me (x)